Phone

 He went back to jail yesterday. No, it's not anything new. Just the feds decided to pick up his charges. This could be really bad. He'll see a judge tomorrow probably but it's really a 50/50 chance he'll get released. We had just made up from a huge fight too. Like bad enough that he left me while I was asleep. But he came back. I'm worried tho. See, I have his phone right now cause the cops that arrested him gave it to me. And, I fully intend on asking him for the code to unlock it. I mean, if he can just go thru my phone whenever he pleases then I should be able to go thru his too right? Really I just want to see one specific conversation. Between him and my cousin that I've asked him numerous times to not be texting with. Apparently they still talk cause there's notifications on his phone that are texts from her. I just can't read them unless it's unlocked. If it's what I'm afraid it might be, idk what I'll do. Well I know what I'll do first. I'll tell him it's over. For good. Then I'll block them both on everything and turn his phone off. Then I'll take my happy ass down south and beat her ass. She's the one person I've asked him to not talk to or hang with. And I've a feeling that's where he really stayed at the night he left. I really will be 100% done with him if it's anything like what I think. I hope it's just my fucked up brain coming up with worst possible scenarios. I really do. Because I love him and I don't want to lose him. But I couldn't be with him if he and she..... And if he refuses to give me the lock code then I'll know he's hiding something and it'll be over anyways. I don't do double standards. If he can snoop mine then I can snoop his. It's fair.