Puppy

 Hes really going to go... Tonight. Without me. Knowing I don't have a for sure ride to work in the morning.... I mean, I get that his friend was just killed and that's got him up in his feelings or whatever. But what's he gonna do? He says he just wants to know who did it and why. But what if he actually finds out who did it? Then what? He gonna go talk to them? I don't fucking think so. He's gonna end up doing something stupid anfi already told him if he goes to jail over something stupid I'm gonna really fucking mad. I'm already butthurt cause he's going without me. He didn't even try to convince me to go at all. He's just okay with me being here alone all weekend while he's in topeka probably doin the most. How do I approach this situation without starting a fight. I jus want him to want me around. I want him to show me common courtesy like I do him. I want him to respect me. I love him so much and I just know if he'd get his head out of his ass and grow up a little he'd be a fucking catch. He still is to me but I don't want to raise my husband. I just want him to grow up on his own. Right now.