Prison

 Well my husbands going to Feds (federal prison) for 5 years sometime late this year or early next year. It sucks but this is the last prison stint he’ll have to serve if I have anything to do with it. I am also looking at possible prison time (14months-ish) because I have 3 pending felony charges. I’m currently on the right track to trying to change that outcome. I don’t want to go to prison. I’m way too high maintenance for that shit. I am praying and vying for probation. Once all this is done we don’t plan to live in in this state anymore. Fuck this place. We’re going west and staring a new life together. A normal life. No drugs. I wish I could snap my finger and make the next 5 years be behind us already. God damnit I’ll miss the shit out of him if I go to prison as our only correspondence will be via snail mail. I had a terrible hard time not getting to see or talk to him when I was just in jail for 17 days. I can’t even imagine going a year without hearing his voice. I really fucking hope my lawyer isn’t shit. He’s court appointed but I’m trying to give him the benefit of the doubt. Keep your fingers crossed for me and I’ll try to keep you all updated. Next court date is my preliminary hearing on August 13th. It will be continued until I complete inpatient rehab. 🤞🏻