Without me

 Omg

 He for real just left and went out of town without me. Luckily I fund a ride to work. I am really starting to think that this man really does not give a shit about me except that I take care of him. I think once he's working adhas money coming in hes going to leave. No one wants to be with me. Everyone leaves. I can't believe he just left me here alone. Like whats in that town that is a much more important than your wife dude. Come on. I always am told tha I deserve a man that treats me like a queen or a princess. But all I seem to find is guys that want taken care of or they just really like the pussy and can't get enough. But they always leave. Sometimes on their own and sometimes I have to make them go. But I tried to make him leave and he refused so.i stupidly thought he was different and wanted to be here, with me. But guess I was wrong. He didn't even try to come up with a way for me To go with him. Hes prob going to meet up with that fucking girl that he had the audacity to bring to my house to stay a few days without discussing it with me first. His ex btw... idk what to think tho. I don't want another Erick. Of this one cheats there is no forgiveness. It's just goodbye. God I hope he's real...